Its Sunday.

Woke up damm early zzz.. Don't no why. lots of thoughts cannot really get myself back into sleep. Got a feeling that ur gone. booking in at 8pm later, but need reach 7.45pm. Another weekend is gone like that.

Tell me when can i even see u again when i only have Saturday n Sunday. frens and u. Im more willing to spend my weekend with u. hmm. for me, even just a dinner or a movie, im satisfied.











i wan u definietly, but seems impossible.
sigh.
you like change already.

After 17days of confinement period.

Finally my first booked out after 17days in camp. I must really start to get used to it.

After my book out, went home eat thn go out.hmm so long never see, like thing change. even sms message seem to change. sigh.

what should i do. i haven move on. but u seems to move on. sian. sigh.nth much more to include le. ciaO.

it hurts.

i wan u definitely, but semms impossible =(

you like change already.

Next day is enlistment

Sigh. So fast. I'll be serving the NS tomorrow Sept 11. sigh sigh. Actually im also looking forward la. Quite excited. But theres something i still can't let go. =( its her. I wonder what will she say to me before i enlist. Hope is something nice n sweeet.


During the 2weeks, i cant msn or sms her. sigh. Not used to it. =( u must take care ya =).




Lastly, Please stay on with me. Don't change your feeeeeling. That's all i asked for. im willing to wait for your decision, but i hope u don bian xin.




im really missing u =(







i wan u. Definitely =D

2nd day

Its the 2nd day of confession. hmm its still the same. how long will it really takes. =(

im happy that at least how she felt towards me. ^^ But she still need time to think n be ready.

Afterall she never had a boyfriend before. Hopefully i can be her first~ hAHA
















i wan u. Definitely =D

emotional.

hmm finally theres something to me to post after creating this blog for like months. really can't find anything to vent or share. I donno wat to post now, afterall its the first time lol. i shall make it short n simple =D

I had make a confession, but the conclusion is unknown =( . Like u said tat there too many things happen in your life right now n ur not ready for it. I don't really know what is your "not ready" for it mean, but im definitely ready to wait. afterall i gonna serve NS, which i think there is time for u to think through it. Another hand i scare is during the period of time, will we drift even further? Giving u time think is like giving u time to drift. abit scare la =( . whatever it is, since there is still room for it, im gonna cling on to it. Definitely



Army in 3days time. wont be able to meet like 3weeks. no more every sunday roadshow =(. gonna miss it.







I wan u. Definitely. =D